If we miss out something , it wont turn bak anymore.......



Finally tomoro is da day to move out from my beloved house......

aiks ~

Feel so bu she de but still need to move on ~

KL TAN U CAN DO IT MAN !

*dunno how will i survive* *cough*

hmm~

during the pass few days...

while i was packing my stuff...

guess what i found...

the unforgetable ring and a letter from.........................

Its been quite a while alr......

1 year and 3 months ?!

Still........sometimes da feeeling will just come bak out of nowhere......

The very wrong decision i made that let u go......

How would us be.......

If i dint send u the message...?

If we dint went to pyramid...?

If i follow my heart and pass u da ring on that day......?

If i regreted earlier...........?

If i know you were so important to me now...........?

Who knows ~

Mayb we will still be togther happily ever after...

or mayb we still have nothing to chat...

i really dunno.....

I admit im a jerk sometimes.......

when like u were there right in front of me giving me a chance o make things right.....

i was thinking too much and i was scared....

i dun have the braveness to say the things in my heart to u....

yea ~ i rmb u used to say me that i dun have da guts to say things out to u...not like Yi An

yup ! I admit.....Im a failure actually...

when i look at u....

my heart beats very fast and i just dun dare to say it out....

Fail weih ~ ><

In a way....

Im so slefish....

when i really put down the other person....

i only ask u to give me bak 1 more chace....

but...

unfortunely is too late....

Looking bak at da past......

i've miss out alot of things.......

was too careless and not seeing the good of u...

sorry ~

And there's something i wanted to tell u so badly after so long...

or u should say i finally have da guts to say it out....

For you :

Seeing u have a great life now really motivates me......

although i dun have da chance to love u anymore.....

but at least i can concern and care about u as a friend.....

i dun really know how to put this in a way...

but thanks for all the memories u gave me....

eventhough is a very short few months....

but to me.....is forever......

no matter when u need me or where u need me.....

i'll still be there for u.....

this will never change.....

i know i doesnt own u anymore....

but for u....I'll be a better person.....

i swear i will......

I hope u will find someone who love u so much not like me.....

I dont deserve......

Remember to laugh like crazy as usual yea....

Smile and be happy everyday ! ^^

From me



I <3 u always s.p........................................................as ur friend and s.l.... :)

Lalalalalal ~

Be happy ~ XD